I miss my brain.
I like how my brain works.
I like being able to think of a zillion things at once and pull all my various tangents into a coherent train of positive thought. I do get distracted easily. But usually my distractions are just distracting. But distracting in a good way like a really interesting cloud is a good distraction.
See this is what I mean this isn’t organized at all.
I like to have my mind organized. I don’t like disorganized thinking.
Cancer is a bad distraction.
Cancer is fucking up my thinking.
My mother has cancer. fuck fuck fuck fuckityfuckfuckratbrainshitfuck!!!!
[the narrowing of the bronchial lumen is lobulated.this therefore almost certainly represents a primary bronchogenic carcinoma.]
Most unusual in a nonsmoker says the gp.
I cant think of anything else to say. My brain is all foggy.
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Fuck! Just … FUCK! That is such. bad. news. and I am so sorry. I hope they’ve caught it early. I hope it can be fixed. I am praying.
lceels last blog post..Tuesday Tale #1
I blogged about it too. I couldn’t get my mind to bring a whole post together, so it got added into a bunch of bits.
I’ll link you.
Veronicas last blog post..A Mismatched Post and a Confession
Link done. It’s crap.
Are you still awake?
Veronicas last blog post..A Mismatched Post and a Confession
Oh God. I’m so sorry Kim. Keep positive for her,and at least she has you and V to help her fight it. A loving family is everything.
xxx
You, your Mum and everyone have my very best Kim.
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Bloody shitty friggin’ disease.
(((hugs))) I hope they’ve found it early, my thoughts are with you and your family.
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Aw, Kim. This bites. I am soooo sorry for you adn yours. All of the good thoughts I can send to you are on their way.
{{hugs}}
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I’m so sorry hun. (((hugs)))
I’m very sorry to hear about your mother. I will keep your family in my prayers.
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I’m so so sorry to hear this Kim, huge hugs and love for you all, BG x
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AWWWW I have cancer too so i know what she is going throuh
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Fuckfuckfuckityfuck…You said it best. I am so sorry. I’ll keep you all in my thoughts. My worries, somehow have become petty.
Hyphen Mamas last blog post..Award Worthy?
Hey.
I’d been thinking of you but didn’t want to pester. I didn’t know what was going on but knew it was big. I’m very sorry to learn this bit of news. Speaking for myself, please feel free to share as MUCH or as LITTLE as you want over the coming months.
I started this comment three times – don’t know what to say to this, what the hell do you say to this?! I’m very sorry. That’s true. And thinking about you all. For what its worth.
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That is totally McFucked. I knew things were going on for you, but I wasn’t expecting anything this devastating.
You guys are in my thoughts, and, for what they may be worth, my prayers.
I’m sure I won’t be the only one to say that we’re here for you in any way you need us. Whatever that is. xo.
big hugs..
thinking of you..
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Sorry to hear about your mother, but at the same time good luck for the whole treatment process to her and you guys, she will need all the support she can get. Hang in there, hopefully things will all turn out for the best. I already told Veronica I have said a prayer for her.
xxxx
thinking of you all. I’ll keep her in my prayers.
I’m so sorry Kim, stay positive for her. Sending you all strength, hope and resilience to get through this difficult time.I hope they found it early too.
Hugs Kim.
There are no words.
Thinking of you constantly.
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Thinking of you guys a lot and sending prayers. *hugs*
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I’m sorry to hear it
I hope you get more positive information soon. Hugs to you and your mum.
Hugs babe. Don’t know what else to say.
Look after you OK?
<3
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Let your brain take a little time off for now.
((((HUGS)))) and lots of them.
Hey friend,
I know there’s nothing to say. So I’ll be quiet but know that I’m thinking of you & your mom. . .
big hugs and many prayers.
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I’m sorry to hear about your mom. Sending positive thoughts your way.
This is devasting news. I will include you all in my
dreamtime healing.
Much love to all.
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This is devasting news. I am so sorry about your monther. I know first hand. My mother past 4 years ago from cancer. I will keep you and your mother in my thoughts and prayers. I hope things go well. Remember ever need a friend or someone to talk to let me know. You know how to reach me
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